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Name: hydie
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: San Diego
Birthday: 3/17/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: film, photography, musical, tv, etc.
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 12/28/2004

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

Me during midterm:

http://artpad.art.com/?iof7o934k08


Sunday, September 18, 2005

Here are the classes I have this quarter, for those of you who care:

Math 20C - Calculus
Chem 11- The Periodic Table
Vis 60 - Introduction to Photography
Phys 11 - Survey of Physics

to Eugene: guess who get math, chem, and physics in one quarter at the end?


Saturday, July 02, 2005


Thursday, June 30, 2005



not exactly excited about my life.
not getting any better or worse.
i think i've grown old enough to get over silly heartbreaks.
yes, i am still a bit upset.
but as a Cantonese proverb said, "ÌìµøÂäÀè®”±»ƒÝ" ("if the sky falls, use it as a blanket").
as bad as the sky falls, i'll just take it for granted, use it as a blanket to cover myself.
it's no big deal.
nothing could be worse.
like what i replied in amy's comment yesterday, i should think of the brightside.
sometimes we tend to forget there is a brightside behind us.
we are too overwhelmed by the dark storm in front of us.
we are too concerned of what's happening straight ahead of us.
we are too obsessed with this gigantic black wall standing in the front.
how could we ever get to the other side?
hmmm--jump over? nah... the wall is too high.
hmmm--climb over? i don't have a ladder.
hmmm--break the wall down? i don't have a hammer or any other tools.



there are many times in our life that we are unable to see what's really going on around us.
perhaps when you turn around, you could find a new way to walk around the big wall.
perhaps there is always a hole on the side.
perhaps there is a door right next to you.
you are too busy to look around. too forgetful. too unwilling.

too tired.


Wednesday, June 29, 2005

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i am heart-broken.
i feel so alone.
isolated.
what's the problem with me?

i am sad.



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